you are your own oppressor.

I'm sand on the shore of life.. and life is my oceanwater. It tends to wash up every particle of my existence, ..[overtaking, refreshing, renewing].. yet in the end I still find myself in resistance... Of my existance. I ponder why the common heathen is banished from society, when true propriety isn't even made in the call? Without regards to the heathen, when there's a little bit of heathen inside of us all?

And I wonder... What would Jesus do... Yet somehow WE still exist.





What a shame in us all, the art of love is lost. Repeated offenders keep comitting hate crimes? Or is the REAL crime comitted by the one who accepts the offending? And I have come to find, that the true oppressor is really one's mind. Even if expected perfection is in itself a misconception. why keep wallowing in the lesson?


...................................................... *sighs*


We can't change the world but we can change ourselves.



And I'm Out.

street lights.

this song by kanye west ^ . It's depressing but I love it.That album [808s & Heartbreaks] ? I wouldn't judge to be the best of his works, but - an artist has a right to his own expressions. I don't really know what he's talking about, honestly, but I know it's profound. Traffic tickets are a bitch. I'm very much sick of traffic court. Police in the rearview drive me crazy even when I'm following the law. Friends are rare. So is family, these days. Deceivability should be a felony. Cherish the day. School is okay. I frequently catch myself with feelings of lethargy. Most importantly we've gotta do the best we can, not for ourselves, but for the world. The biggest race I'm in isn't against time itself or the peers I face, but the mere being inside of me that strives for more than just settlement and security. The Man in the Mirror. Ha.. It's senior year - and I've waited for it forever, but forever seems like 2 weeks ago when I was a freshman in high school. I'm not afraid of forgetting the world I'm in. I'm afraid of the world I'm in forgetting me. New York will be a blast next September. Ready to kill this SAT in October. Haha.. Peace & GodBless, all. Don't let the dream killers or the assholes bring you down! It's just what makes Earth - Earth. Surpass typical ignorance and mere understanding to be more than what THEY expect. To be more than what you expect.


"First place is often the worst place, but fuck it I love it here. I call it my birthplace." -Drake

blue clouds, gray skies.

"her favorite song will say more about her than her mouth ever will."